♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 5:49 AM
`My MaoMao
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MaoMao Past away today. Still remember the look that he gave me last night. As if that he is saying goodbye. Yet, if only I know.. If only I know that yesterday is his last living day. I want to hug him more. Love him more. I want him to know that i cared. I cared for him. I love him a lot.
I slept late last night. Almost at 3. Delusional in the morning. When the news crawled in to my sleepy head. I was like what? He died? OMG! But my brain refuses to function that well! At least that absorb most of the impact. I guess.. Thou seeing its body. It feels unreal. I guess I just cant accept the fact straight away. Maomao, my baby just died.
I cried for awhile, alone after the mini funeral. Wanted to bury him under the tree. But the dugging into the ground process really tires me out. Its literally impossible to dig in to the thick hard soil that we have. However, in my heart. He will rest peacefully under that mango tree. My Maomao shall reside there forever.
My Maomao, Goodbye. I love you..
