♥ Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 8:40 PM
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♥ Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 9:21 AM
`TRAPPED
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I need to live my life more. Seems to trap myself in a world of anime and dramas. Trapped in a world of fantasy. Seeing the characters practically prancing themselves through love and troubles. I feel that I am not living my life at all. Although this tranquil type of lifestyle is really calm and peaceful.. Enjoyable at times away from trouble and all. But it bores me out. Literally. I cant believe myself sitting on the chair for hours wasting my holiday away. What am I DOING?? ARHX.. Frustrated. I NEED TO HAVE A LIFE. FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS. I AM GOING TO LEAD MY LIFE!! N ENJOY MY TIME! AHRXX!
♥ Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 8:15 AM
`A promise
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Wa.. I promised my brother to perform a short belly dance performance on his birthday.. Scary.. Must start practicing to make it perfecto~.. Hope that I can give a good performance then.. Yupx.. May my stomach kill butterflies and start wobbling like it surpose to.. not in a fat way lahx. Hahax..
♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 5:49 AM
`My MaoMao
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MaoMao Past away today. Still remember the look that he gave me last night. As if that he is saying goodbye. Yet, if only I know.. If only I know that yesterday is his last living day. I want to hug him more. Love him more. I want him to know that i cared. I cared for him. I love him a lot.
I slept late last night. Almost at 3. Delusional in the morning. When the news crawled in to my sleepy head. I was like what? He died? OMG! But my brain refuses to function that well! At least that absorb most of the impact. I guess.. Thou seeing its body. It feels unreal. I guess I just cant accept the fact straight away. Maomao, my baby just died.
I cried for awhile, alone after the mini funeral. Wanted to bury him under the tree. But the dugging into the ground process really tires me out. Its literally impossible to dig in to the thick hard soil that we have. However, in my heart. He will rest peacefully under that mango tree. My Maomao shall reside there forever.
My Maomao, Goodbye. I love you..
♥ Tuesday, September 08, 2009 @ 6:00 AM
`The new blogskin
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Re-edited the blogskin..Yupx. Does it look better? Smiles.. Hope it does.. spent some time on it. Yupx..
♥ Sunday, September 06, 2009 @ 10:55 PM
`Funny, Ironic.. I dont know...
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Its weird.. I guess.. I always know that pets is going to grow old. I mean they all would be right? Eventually..
I had Kiki and maomao since i was in Sec 2. Got the urge to get myself a set of piggies.. The store owner told me that they would live up to a maximum of 5 years. From then till now is only 3 and a halve years.. But I guess i am not a really great owner then.. MaoMao is getting old.. Really old i guess.. His loud yeaps for food turn into low groans. His beautiful brown coat changes to a dull colour. And he started to drip saliva. So much signs that i just used to ignore.. Since i really dont want to accept the fact that he is not a baby anymore.. He just seems so small. So delicate. So vulnerable. My little baby...
I cried yesterday knowing that he cant eat solid food anymore... I wonder why did i not notice that earlier.. Blamed myself for that.. Hes getting thinner and thinner.. His body weight drop tremendously... I started wondering..How many times did he tried to bite food and failed? How long that he staved because of that. Why cant I see that earlier.Then maybe he wont be in such a state... Mummy hugged me and told me its not my fault.. Mao Mao is just getting old.. But.. The truth is.. I dont want him to get old. I dont want him to die. I dont mind at all to take care of him forever.. I dont want to see his weak body.. I just dont want to..
Why... Did that happen.. Although I knew that he is getting old.. I dont Know that he is getting that old. I dont know that he is getting so old that he might die soon....
He started to lose a lot of weight lately.. I know that his time is near.. But I just dont bare to say goodbye to him.. Why did this happen.. I though i am ready.. I had so many pets before.. Saying goodbye has never been that hard. Until now..
I guess all that i can do now.. Is to take care of him till his final days.. Make his life easier.. As much as possible.. At least I can be with peace with myself if i did that.. I hope..
♥ Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 3:04 AM
`New perspective
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Hospitals that i went to are mostly white walls and bad smell. But its really different when I visit Alexandra today.. A really relaxing atmosphere.. Staffs are also very friendly and approachable. Long gone those scary feelings before a injections.. Those Beautiful plants and resort like feeling make the jab only stink for a moment. Right after the pain is gone.. Yupx. Enjoyable!! SMILES..
Great place to be and to work. Wanna work there one day! smiles...
♥ Friday, September 04, 2009 @ 3:46 AM
`Went back Sec SChOOl
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YoYo!!! Went back to the secondary school today.. Hmm.. A lot of changes.. YupX. Heard that we got a new indoor sports hall.. A one that is like high school musical kind. Then is like so good lo, a pity that my year ppl cant enjoy it.Haix..The school is like beautiful.. Got trees and stuff.. hahahaxx.. Canteen looks not so great thou.. For me it looks too dark.. Almost Jail like with the bars.. LoLx..But overall, new is still better!! hahaXX..
Hmm.. Let see.. Enjoyed the day to the max.. Hahaxx. A little afraid when entering the school.. Cos like dunno the security guard in the school will allow anot.. But lucky!!! We got in.. Hahaxx. TanK U! Nice guard.. SmILess.. Sent u 2 kisses for u nice work.. Hahaxx.. Hmm.. Never meet any teachers thou.. But meet MY special aunty Peggy!! Looks still the same!! Pretty as ever.. But dun have her photo to show.. Aww.. sad right.. So Aunty Peggy!! If reading this.. sent a photo mah.. Then all can enjoy ur cute kawaii face.. HAhahaaxx.. ..SMILES..
Yupxx. Finally going swiming with my Cute adorable friends next week.. KiaHX!! Nice.. Smiles smiles.. Should I wear my bikini? hahaxxx... Considering..
♥ Thursday, September 03, 2009 @ 7:04 AM
`Days after exam Day 1
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From my twisted ankle to now my stomach flu. Then on the very day I Broke a glass too.. Hm... How bad can a day get?
Still suffering from the stomach flu. Painful.. Is like you wont feel like eating. But when the pain comes every now and then. You really feel like the menstrational cramps have move literally from the uterus to the stomach. Feels like it is squeezing the whole stomach contents out. RRRRrrr... Trying my best to figure out what has cause this. Is it the chocolate???? Or the MILK?? or is it the JELLY i ATE??? One think for sure.. I never ever is going to buy stuff from that store again.. Sob SOb..
Takes a few days to recover.. But the pain alreadied lasted for 3 days le.. Then is like my cell bio might fail cause of that.. The stupid stomach flu starts the day before my final paper. Then is like i cant really concentrate studying from the pain.. MAJOR SOB SOB.. Then on the day of the exam, went to see doctor to get the pain killers.. But even that didn't stop my pain.. Seriously, I never know where on earth is stomach on my body.. until now.. I think i will never ever forget its existance. It gets angry when I dont feed it. Then when I feed it, It feel worst then ever. Puking worst. RRRRRrrrrrRR..PAINFUL! Can anything stop the pain?Cant concentrate on the last paper.. But i really dont want to repeat any modules.. BUT.. Aix! Nothing to do now but hope for the best!!I blame it all on my stomach!!
Also planning on the way for my brothers 21st birthday.. Hmm.. going to have lots of people coming my house soon. Yup.. Really looking forward to meeting all those people! Me in charge of Dessert and Decorations. Hope can do a wonderful job! YUPYUP.. People please enjoy urself on that day worhx.. Or else dui bu qi wo men.. HAhAAAHAH...
♥ Wednesday, September 02, 2009 @ 7:07 AM
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I Finish mY exam!!! Finally the time for HOLIDAY!!! YAHOO... YUP Yup... Happy happy... HAHAHAHAxx..
P.S WEIHONG! DO NOT READ.. OR I SHAVE UR ARMPIT HAIR..
STUPID WEIHONG.. FOUND OUT THAT HE IS READING MY BLOG.. aAHHXX... BLEAXH
